greedy me ate the entire box of dark chocolate . now i got a cough and i think i injured my stomach . omg omg hahaha . this few days i've been sms-ing and some calls . to people its like : chey big deal ? . but its everything to me ! hahaha .until now , nicholas haven't decide where to go later . my head kinda blank now . i'll blog later .

I HOPE I SEE PRISCILLA LATER . =)

just came back from momo party . well its kinda nice compare to dxo and cocolatte . good music , no girls dancing with me . sitting and screaming the song lyrics near end . but nothing can be compared to the msg i recieve . that msg mean alot ! i mean maybe its just some 3 words . but its everything man . no girls dancing with me , no liquor . but i'm still happy because of that sms . LOL . freak ? no . super duper crazy + overjoyed , yeah . but my cought killing me the whole night . now i even lost my voice .


ITS A PROMISE . NO MORE CLUB AFTER MOMO . i swear

=)


i'm more happy then bill gates now . but i'm also tired and sick omg omg . haha

its almost over now . everything will be back to normal soon

i woke up at 3 , didn't see any msg on my phone . so i went back to sleep again . woke up at 7 . still no msg ~ i'm like hoping theres a msg . lol oh well . taiwan got some earthquake that cause bad connection to the internet . hahaha i keep complaining to tkd . okay later that night it become so much better . did some msn chatting . and youtubing and its 7.20 already ! i got like 1 hour of sleep before i meet cy . going orchard after we settle our stuff . night , party at momo .


hope u'll recover soon, u've been sick like for days already .
=)

yesterday night i went supper , i didn't blog about that . maybe i did but i forgot . hmm on my way home , i ask cy , what happen if like u happen to know a girl suddenly , just by looking and feeling , u feel like this girl is really a nice girl and stuff and u just like her and trust her with all u got , but in the end , shes just playing with u . his answer was like "woa i sure go crazy." something like that . i mean love ... its a feeling . can't really say u want or not . it might just suddenly make u feel it towards someone . but it might be lust as well . oh well , like it matters .

suppose to go buy stuff but the shop didn't open . thats when cy and nic decided to go tampines mall for a show . after i bath and had my dinner , they still haven't call . so i told my maid to give me root beer since my mom bought alot . but i saw the bottle of green tea , so told her give me a cup full of ice instead . pour all my remaining vodka into the cup and mix it with green tea . i really have no idea why . i mean i have such a nice mom that pampers me , 2 good friend that clubs with me and be there for me , knowing so many people during clubbing , now even have a sweet and nice girl that sms me so much . when i club at cocolatte , not in the mood to dance , when i'm out with nic and cy , i didn't talk much . even that day after dxo , i make myself 3 huge cups of hard liquor mix with coke , bottoms up all and i almost vomit . somehow there are times when i just wanna sit quietly at my bed , shutting myself from everyone , and i'll be fine .

i wore 3-quarter pants , t-shirt and shoes . afraid my legs will be cold . i took along my zara men's sweater . for someone who doesn't like vegetables and seldom eat fruits , i'm sick like once every 2 days . my body feels hot on the inside and cold on the outside . i wonder how i pull thru NS . went to shop around tampines mall den to century square, back to tampines mall . cy bought his shoe . went to buy tickets for night at the museum . the show make me laugh quite abit . but it seems like there's afew fantastic movies coming out soon . more reason for me to go out already . wait , since when i need to have a reason to go out ? lol . after the movie , took a mrt back to pasir ris . hmm saw an old friend of mine . not really old , but i last contacted her was like 1-2 years ago . shes only 14 lol . omg i forgot how i know her already . oh well. den went to macdonalds for a drink . after that my mom fetch me home . sry cy and nic , pang seh u . abit fever and my mom bought me dinner .

once i got home, straight to my computer . crystal and timo ask me go momo on 28th . most prob not going , but who knows if last minute we decide to go . but 31th we confirm going out . theres a party at expo but not interested . $30 per ticket . way to expansive . ekachai birthday falls on 1st jan . so its also countdown to his birthday . so maybe left with me and nicholas again . just now chat with priscilla maybe go out together during new year eve, but singapore is way to small . so... still no plans yet . i'm always planning so far ahead . so this time . i let nature take its course . i'm not gonna do anything about it .

haha i'm so lucky to hear the music composed by priscilla . its a really powerful music . its like putting your last and only hope on something or someone but yet its turn its back on u . but i think this was compose for ... him . i mean its impossible for somone not to feel touched man . arrrgh nvmind .



hmm.. i think i might be in love again . haha .. no , i'm serious .

my mom is back . i just found out my mom loss 4k when she went casino . had a really great night chatting with priscilla . see life is so unfair to good people . make me remember i had a dad that makes my mom suffer and step-dad that equally bad . somehow we have something in common . guy that screw up our life in some way . i saw my primary school report book that time , my chinese was 90++ during pri 3 , my best subject man . it was my step-dad that cause me to hate chinese ever since pri 4 . imagine being lock in room , despite its 3-4 am . and only way i can go sleep is i get 38/40 for my chinese . its 3 am ! i'm only primary 4 that time . its so so past my bed time already . i can't even remember anything . when i manage to get 38, i went back my room and cried myself to bed . since then. fail my chinese all the way . hell even if i die, i'll remember it . i don't have a dad i can respect and look up to .

ahhhhh its the past . never mind . still thought i can ask my mom buy for me that CK bag i saw . its only $599 with 50% discount ! but now shes broke , so am i . oh well . i think i still have enough cash to enjoy to last till the new year countdown . i think i'm always making priscilla angry . lol sorry !

i slept like only 4-5 hours when nicholas call me . woke up still semi-drunk from all the bottom's up . sms, sms , sms, bath, when to meet cy , sms , sms, sms , meet nic at orchard , sms , sms , sms . yeah i sms alot today haha ~ a new friend name priscilla . so after dinner at orchard , we went to cocolatte . its super duper small . its like worst then dxo . and i really sick of clubbing this time . and for real man . not interested in dancing with anyone , girl , guy , gay . all not interested . i think i'll start clubbing once i remake my fake ic . after party suppose to meet my aunt at a pub . but they gtg around that time.

slowly walk out trying to get a cab. but all changing shift and on call .then theres a china girl drunk . bla bla bla .... den she went into the cab . minutes later , the cab suddenly stop infront of us and her friend ask for nicholas and cy number . cy give my number to her BUT i dunno la. wtf . she started to call me already . but i ask them to answer . talk rubbish . den went to 7/11 to get some snacks . went to sit down and chat . den walk all the way to mos, and finally got a cab . i mean where all the cab go ?!

hey girl, u're sick yet u still go out never rest . haha rest man ~ more water . hope u recover soon =)

my mom should be back my tonight if i'm not wrong . alright , my house is in a mess now ! alright i need my sleep !

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE ~

=)

alright i feel so much better now . =)

nicholas , choon yan and me . 3 gaylords . ha~

we're gay ~ ha ~ this picture kinda lame i know haha

blah ~ i need to bath now . i still feel like puking . ha

its 9.04 now . i just drink alot of hard liquor . sucks donkey ass trying not to vomit . now i know how my mom feel . dumb tickets, gay party . so many homo guys grind me . no fun . infact i'm super moody when i step into dxo . worst still, my computer was attacked by virus . i'm drunk now . thats all i want . the end . sry for the retarded gay mood swing .

hella day today . super tired ! maybe due to the weather , i slept until 5 ! woke up , went to my new house to eat . after that took some songs from my cousin's computer . lol omg my 1 gb memory now left with 74mb . got my christmas present from my aunt . she also gave me "Absolut Vodka" and "BAILEY" . haha she knows i love liquors ! hahaha . anyone wanna come my house and drink ? family overseas . hahaha ! after that my mom fetch me home and left for badminton . after that shes not coming back home. shes staying over at the terrace and go straight to genting . can't go because i'm selling tickets ( zzz. damn ) , and not really interested . rather celebrate with my 2 gay nicholas and choon yan . when i got home . super headache . having slight fever and busying trying to sell my tickets out . this gonna be my first and last time selling tickets man . super troublesome .

whole night trying take a nap, yet rushing to my computer to see if theres any response . hella man . UNTIL , crystal chatted with me . we played pictionary . haha , thats when i started to have fun and totally forget about my tickets . awhile later sherlyn come online . den she was added to the conversation . alien talk 1/2 of the time . no idea what they were talking . oh and i'm known a EL now ! haha omg i have no idea how come i'm EL . at first it was enchanting lemon , den exciting lover , after that enchanting lizard , (still got more ~ ) enchanting lion , ( even more ! ) energetic lemon and the last but not least , erotic lollipop ! hahaha . after that talks like attacking a bangala etc etc . what have woman become this days !? must the the technology! hmm i decided , i won't care my tickets anymore . if i can't sell .... tml den say ! alright i can't wait for nic to come , he can bath for me , and i can bath for him . theres so much to do ! LOL . who ask u that night act gay with me . now my turn to gay with u muhahaha . i'm gonna drink my hearts out later , because i think later dxo sure more guys then girls again . gonna watch cartoon for abit and some ice-cream before i sleep . still . SMACK THAT ! hahaha !

uhh... i was thinking of blogging before i go to bed but i just fell asleep with my dear computer on just like that . i remember before this moniter , i burn .... lets see . once with i was pri 5 when i super obsessed with neopets and runescape . play 24/7 and i burn my first moniter . i beg my mom for a instant replacement . like 2-3 months later . it got too hot and burned down as well . thats when my mom keep complaining that my computer needs a rest and so do i . god knows i fell for diablo 2 . play like theres no tomorrow ! and i burn it again. like during sec 1 like that . okay u get the point . but ever since this year . pretty much stop my games . i spend so much time on games . i get bored easily . thats good haha i'm out of my addiction .

haha . i forgot what time i woke up . chat with nicholas for awhile . den suddenly zuhui was online . soo we chat and chat and chat until its evening . hahaha ~ when to bath and stuff . but as usual i'm late . so my mom came up first . left the house like 7.35 . thinking i might be early , i told me mom go newton first . went there , first thing i say is CRAB CRAB ! LOL . so she went to buy crabs . i told her i wanted black pepper but she say white pepper one quite nice . and some other foods . all take away . when we're back in the car . i'm suppose to meet bryan for the tickets , but i couldn't contact him . so i quickly call jeremy as my mom was complaining "1 more road to orchard already ! so where !? cine ? " . so jeremy told me his watching a movie . so i told bryan tml, which is later , i'll go take from him . rush back home and eat my crab haha ! man ! its been awhile since i eat crab from newton already ! still taste as good ! after that , had ice cream . ha~ enjoying life eh? heh . brag about it to zuhui since shes online . ha i can pester her now since her computer is okay already ! but i owe her 2 ice-cream already ! haha never mind , wait she'll grow fat . haha ! oh yeah our conversation have alot of haha and lol . speechless . ha .

with this kinda weather . i doubt i can drive my mom's car any moment now . and this weather is killing everyone as well . directly and indirectly . mood killer ! almost everyone is sick . common ones are cold and fever . haha . 1/3 or 1/4 of my msn list have mention their sick in your msn nick . worst still , christmas is near . man . i fear landslide . my family is going genting this saturday . i'm not going because i'm selling tickets, and i don't wanna go . i'm sure my mom going casino again . last time she went, won like afew thousand , but next day lost all . greed kills .

so, i'm gonna be so lonely at home . nicholas say we go town during christmas eve . but if not confirm because maybe last minute got family gathering . choon yan thinks i'm gay because each time i see nicholas i look happy . i think i might be gay as well . haha . like they said. i think too much . i'm sure someone will ask me out ! i hope LOL. nah if not i go my terrace bbq~ best if u don't rain . thanks . SMACK THAT! haha ! alright more rest for me if not i won't get better . i still need to go town (again) for the tickets man.

=)

omg, it seems like my blog is harder to hack den some password protected blog . hahaha ! damn rain and rain . when will it stop . serene ask me go church this thursday for chrismas celebration , which is later , but i have no details and its been awhile since i went to church . oh well , find 1 day den go visit them . just made some new friends . haha not bad for a anti-social guy like me. infact i think i'm more social now days . LOL~ okay since sherlyn talk about blog, suddenly have the urge to blog . blog rubbish that is ! i'm so lazy to sell my tickets right now man . later evening i still need to go get my tickets . alright my first and last time selling tickets ! i mean i'm rich , i don't need extra income . LOL i'm kidding . my jokes are getting lame . Christmas is coming and my family is going overseas .

actually, i'm suppose to moved in to my terrace already , but my mom come up with all the excuses. so next year , after my sister finish her PSLE . but make no difference anyway . i'm currently staying at pasir ris , so far from town . each time i party or stay in town till morning , my cab fare cost me a bomb . when i move in to my terrace, its a chua chu kang . i mean its the same ! believe me or not . i started to write this like 2-3 hours ago , now its 5 am already ! and its still raining . haha now i drag until 7.03 now ! haha ! and ! i just made a new friend again ! a girl name Syndris . haha unique name . chat quite a bit haha . chat until the sun came out . the sky is yellow omg! haha ! good weather to sleep ! all i need to do is to tuck myself in, think of a cute girls smile that makes me go omg~ . den i'll fall asleep in minutes ! imagine this time of the day where ppl just woke up and say : today will be a good new day ahead ! , while me : alright time for bed ! haha i'm so tired ! bed ! oh yeah before that -


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sleeping soundly until nicholas call me . fall back to bed and slept awhile more . woke up and bath after that went to eat steamboat with my teacher , nic and qi xiang . lotsa talking . after that head to city hall . den gary and 2 girls wanna meet us . ...... . den we went DXO . was perfectly fine but suddenly caught a cold. keep sneezing the whole night ! but lucky me it became better after awhile . must be someone cursing me the whole night man ! ok never mind . actually got alot more . hmm dunno how to write . alright i'm back . time for bed. thanks mom for the cab fare . sorry mom to wake u up in the middle of the night . quite a nice night .


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2 girls , high party , just kinda sad it ends at 3.




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